Posts tagged “adoption

Fun to See Our Family on The Huffington Post!

Christmas 2011After being interviewed by Corinne Lightweaver of RaiseAChild.US for this The Huffington Post article, I flashed back to when I first met our youngest, Marcus, in his foster home. When my social worker and I walked up to the door, Marcus–without knowing me or why I was there–ran up and gave me a hug. I took that as a sign… (I ignored “the sign” of my next visit, when I took him to a park and he cried for two hours uncontrollably.)

There was also another child there at the foster home, Christian, who was about 11. He was a beautiful kid, loved basketball, and he asked if I was there to adopt Marcus. I told him that I might be, and it was clear to me that as happy as he was that Marcus might be adopted, he knew the chances for himself were slim. I walked away from that home happy that I’d just met the newest member of our family, but also sad that I couldn’t manage to take Christian as well…

Did you know that the number of LGBT people willing to fost-adopt children FAR OUTWEIGHS the number of kids in foster care??? Simply by making adoption by LGBT people across the U.S. legal, we could provide houses for all the kids in foster care. Astounding, and sad–for all the “Christians” in the world–that we can’t do just that.

Thanks to Corinne Lightweaver and Raise A Child, USA, for the chance to chat! Read the interview here!

Kergan Edwards-Stout talks LGBT Parenting on “The Gay Love Coach”

Love CoachI recently had the pleasure of chatting with Brian Rzepczynski, MSW, a psychotherapist and life coach specializing in helping LGBT individuals and couples develop and maintain successfulBrian - The Gay Love Coach and fulfilling intimate relationships. He’s got a great podcast called “The Gay Love Coach,” where he and I talked all things LGBT parenting. Check out my interview with Brian on his new podcast!

Hey, Rupert Everett, Come Meet Our Kids!

Dear Rupert,

I’ve been a fan of yours since 1984, when I first saw your wonderful film debut in Another Country.  At the time, I was a young gay man and had recently come out to my parents.  I was attempting to find identifiable versions of myself in the larger LGBT world and was using cinema, literature, and the arts as a starting place.  You, as your character was depicted in that film, represented an ideal gay man to me, which I had yet to see, in either real life or reel life.  Your character was everything I aspired to be.  You were smart, droll, handsome, and seemingly secure with your sexuality.  (Plus you got to snog the ever-adorable Cary Elwes, which scored points in my book.)  Call it youthful naiveté, but at that time I assumed that you yourself were much the same as your character, given you continued to live your life off-screen as an out gay man.

But being out doesn’t necessarily mean one is secure, does it, Rupert?  Being out doesn’t necessarily mean that a person feels whole and worthy.  As you and I both know, being out isn’t the same thing as being enlightened.

Your recent quote on gay parenting was a rude awakening for me, making me realize that, all this time, I’d given you far more credit than warranted.  While you may have played the gay father to Madonna’s child in The Next Best Thing (likely leading to endless sessions on the couch with your therapist), does that mean you’re qualified to speak out about LGBT parenting, or any kind of parenting?  Not really, but  here I sit, staring at your quote in the Sunday Times, where you say, “I can’t think of anything worse than being brought up by two gay dads.”  Given the lives we’ve both led, I can’t help but think, “Really, Rupert?  WTF?”

In all of the world’s endless possibilities, Rupert, you can’t imagine anything worse than a child being raised by gay men?

How about a child being born to a father who is in jail for attempted murder?  Whose mother sees fit to pierce the ears of her then 6-month-old son, but cannot find the time to fix his club feet?  Who later takes this same son to a crack house, which is then raided by police, leading to a year and a half of foster care? (more…)

Fired for Facebook Photos, a Gay High School Coach Speaks Out

Hugo, Tuolumne, Devynn, and Mitch

While many of us have posted fun or silly photos of ourselves on Facebook, few would ever think that one of those photos could actually get themselves fired, but such is the case of Mitch Stein.  An assistant water polo coach at Charter Oak High School in Covina, CA, Stein had just led the boys’ junior varsity team through an undefeated summer season when he was called into the Principal’s office and confronted with a letter from a parent and photographs pulled from his Facebook page.  One picture featured him hanging out with some drag queens, while another showed him getting ready to take a big bite from a corndog.  While Stein saw the pictures as harmless, to the school administrators, they were deemed inappropriate due to their “sexual content,” and he was let go from his position.

In the months following, Stein filed a wrongful termination suit, seeking both monetary damages and his old job back.  While the incident raised questions for Stein around diversity issues within the Charter Oak Unified school system, Stein also experienced a groundswell of support from students and parents.  In the wake of his firing, he was even selected by parents as President of the aquatics booster board, in a unanimous vote.

What many do not know is that, in addition to his daughter Devynn, who attends Charter Oaks and is a swimmer and water polo player, Stein and his partner Hugo Horta have been in the process of adopting an infant girl, Tuolumne, born addicted to crystal meth.

As a fellow gay dad, I was curious to learn more about how Stein’s termination had affected both he and his family.  We connected through our shared parenting group, Los Angeles-based Pop Luck Club, and Stein graciously agreed to take time from his family, particularly his 7-week-old daughter, to share his story.

Thank you so much for meeting with me, especially as you recently returned home from the hospital with your daughter.

It’s my pleasure.

Let’s start first with your termination.What was your reaction when you’d learned you’d been let go?

I’m the typical mother hen, and my initial thoughts were all about my daughter, Devynn, as she currently attends the school.  I wanted to make sure that I got to her with this news before she heard it from anyone else.  And my second thought was, how will this affect her?  I mean, thinking back to how hard high school can be, imagine how it would be if one of your parents taught at your school and was fired for being gay.  All that gossip and chatter–

You thought that might be difficult for her to deal with?

When I talked with Devynn, I first suggested she consider changing schools, because of the things people might say.  But she said, “Dad, I don’t want to change schools.  And besides, if we change schools, they win.”  That’s when it clicked in my head that we needed to fight this.

What were you feeling emotionally?

After the initial shock, we had a meeting with the Assistant Superintendent and the Principal, and I asked a lot of questions: “Did I do something wrong?” “Did I break a rule?” “Did someone complain about my coaching?”  When the answer to each was “no,” I got very angry. I was being fired, simply for some old photos, taken in fun.  I was a good coach, a great parent volunteer, and, I think, a pretty good dad.  I just kept thinking, “Why is this happening to me?”

How did your partner react?

Hugo was very angry as well, wanting me to fight, but much of his anger was directed at the parent who had the issue with me.  As a kid, Hugo had been bullied, and this experience of being made to feel “less than” really took him back to that same emotional place.  At the same time, though, we also thought this would be resolved fairly quickly.  Yet here we are, all these months later, still unresolved.

And now with a newborn baby!

Understandably, Hugo wants us to focus on our family, and I have to remind him that, for others out there, it will be easier for them if we see this thing through. If we don’t fight this battle, we’re just postponing it for someone else.

Prior to your termination, had others at the school known you were gay?

I don’t hide that I’m gay, but I don’t advertize it either.  People have seen my partner at events, and we sit together, but if I’m coaching, it is all about the kids, and Hugo is up in the stands.

Had you experienced any other discriminatory incidents at the school?

Well, when Hugo and I went to Canada to celebrate our anniversary, we got engaged.  When we returned home, some of the kids asked how the trip was and what we’d done, and I told them I’d gotten engaged.  While no other specifics were given, another teacher came up to me and told me that my comment was out of line, as personal lives were to be kept completely separate from school.  But just recently, the school’s big outdoor sign announced the birth of a child to two of the teachers at the school, a heterosexual married couple…

So different rules do apply, depending on who you are… 

Imagine, having such joy and all the emotions that come from pledging your life to another, as well as the possibility of having a baby with that person, and not being able to discuss it, when others clearly are allowed to.

I understand you’ve been contacted by others, including current and past teachers and students, who have also had issues at Charter Oaks. 

One teacher contacted me who had a very similar experience, where it was made clear to him by the district that because he was gay, he wasn’t wanted.  Instead of fighting, he chose to go somewhere else.  And he reached out to me to apologize, because if he had fought, perhaps this wouldn’t have happened.

This whole thing is so odd to me, that you’d be fired for some photos of you with drag queens, or suggestively biting a corndog…  I’m wondering, was there any unspoken fear that you were molesting kids or something?  You know, the old belief that being gay meant you were automatically a pedophile?

You have to wonder… In my second meeting with the Principal and Superintendent , when we were discussing the photo of me with the drag queens, I asked the superintendent, “If this were a photo of me with some sexy cheerleaders, in their cute little sweaters, would we be having this conversation?” and he said, “No, because that is their uniform.” When I pointed out that was discriminatory, the principal said, “Well, what if that picture was of a male teacher, posing with your daughter and her friends, all wearing wet swimsuits?” The fact that she brought up the link between kids and sexuality was really disturbing.

And these photos were taken several years ago–

Yes! And posted on Facebook and Myspace, then forgotten.  But the larger point is, every single teacher at that school has gone to college.  Every one of them has old photos, taken in fun, they’d rather forget.  But I’m being singled out.

Aside from the parent who wrote the letter, do you have a sense if others don’t want you there as well?

Everyone who has talked to me has been very supportive.   Some may agree with him, but I’m not aware of it. What is interesting to me is that, when we held a vote for a new President of the aquatic booster board, this same man voted for me.  I’m not sure if he had a change of heart, or it was peer-pressure, or what, but when everyone raised their hands to vote, he did as well, making it unanimous.  People have to understand that when you put your kids into school, there will be kids there with gay parents–that is a fact of life–and we need to find ways to coexist with each other.  We’re not going away.

Given that 9 months have passed since your termination, what affect has this had on your sense of self?

What was weird was that, prior to getting fired, I was feeling really great about myself and my role as coach.  It seemed like the parents who saw me coaching their kids really valued my efforts, and I felt appreciated for who I am and what I contributed.  You can’t go undefeated, with a new group of kids, unless you are really connected with them.  So to have all of that brushed aside, in a matter of minutes, was really devastating.  But the immediate response from supportive parents afterward really helped me rally.  People were calling, texting, emailing, wanting to know how they could help get me back.

Clearly, you’d made an impact with them.

The people who knew me had my back.  But most of the people involved in all of this had never even had a conversation with me.  The Principal, for example, prior to firing me, had never met me!  She made a snap decision, based on some photos taken years before.  The Assistant Superintendent, prior to confirming my termination, had never met me.  The school Athletic Director had never met me, as there had been a change in that position.  All of this happened in a vacuum. Even the parent who wrote the letter and sent the photos to the school had never met me! But the people who knew me, supported me, and that made all the difference.

Given all of the stress you’ve been under and the attention you’re getting from the press, what made you decide this was the time to adopt a baby?

With any adoption, you can’t really control the calendar.  Adoptions fall out all the time, so you just have to hope that it all works out.  But having this baby has also helped me keep perspective.  Yes, this lawsuit is important. Yes, we are going through with it. But I won’t allow it to interfere with our family.  Family comes first.

Tuolumne was born addicted to crystal meth, and had many medical issues as a result.  Were you aware of the meth addiction, prior to the birth?

No.  The birth mother was on probation and received random drug tests, and all the sonograms showed that everything was fine with the baby.  But despite the clean reports, every bone in my body told me that this woman was a drug user.  We had met the birth parents some months prior, but sensed some hesitation on the part of the birth father over putting the child up for adoption, and there were other red flags, which ultimately stopped the adoption.

So how did you reconnect?

The birth mom was then matched with another family, but five weeks before she was due, we got a phone call that the adoption had again fallen through.  We were asked if we still were interested in adopting the baby, but we put some restrictions in place to ensure we were covered if any issues arose.

Such as–?

We insisted she go on MediCal, which ended up covering the hospital costs associated with the birth.  If we hadn’t had that, we couldn’t have afforded the 6 weeks our baby was in the intensive care unit.

Was that all due to the meth addiction?

In addition to that, she experienced meconium aspiration, which caused hypertension in her lungs, which were shutting down.  We think it was triggered by the birth mom, as the day before she delivered, she said that she was nervous and put meth in her coffee to calm down.  We believe that is what put the baby under stress.

And after the birth–?

Tuolumne was sedated for the first three weeks of her life, on a ventilator, and those drugs, combined with whatever she was dealing with from her birth mother, led to serious withdrawal issues over the next few weeks.

How is she now?

The good news is, the adoption has gone through, and the baby is getting healthier each day.

You’ve dealt with a lot over these last several months.  As a gay parent, do you feel any added pressure to succeed?

Most people don’t even think about how they live their lives, but as gay parents, we are aware that people are watching us.  It is almost as if we have to be super parents.  Some of that pressure we put on ourselves, of course, and some comes from others.  With our newborn, for example, in the hospital she had to be fed every three hours.  And I was at that hospital every three hours for two weeks straight to feed her.  The nurses told me, “You are the first parent, ever, who has not missed a feeding.”   The bottom line was, it doesn’t matter if you’re gay or straight, it doesn’t matter if you are a man or a woman–what matters is that you’re a good parent.

And it sounds as if you are!

Well, the hospital liked us so much, they tried to get us to adopt another one!

Given all that you’ve been through, are you sure this battle with the school is one you need to fight?

You know, I look as this little baby and wonder, “What kind of world is she coming into?” We have to fight our battles and make life better for those who come after us.  This is bigger than me.  It’s bigger than my family.  It’s about changing the culture at this school. We have a responsibility to make things better.

Cross-posted on Huffington Post and Bilerico Project.

Gratitude–and Giveaways!

First, a sincere “thank you” to all who have helped spread my open letter to Rick Santorum far and wide. It is truly amazing how something written as a late night rant, fueled by both anger and chardonnay, can somehow find its way to the Huffington Post — and beyond! I appreciate the countless notes and comments of support.

The fact is, I love being a dad. While parenting isn’t for everyone, for those for whom it is, it can be the best reward life offers. I am eternally grateful to all who have helped get my message out there–that every kid deserves a home, food, and love.  Where it comes from isn’t as important as that it comes at all…

Secondly, this week, several sites are offering Giveaways of my novel, Songs for the New Depression, which–I’m happy to announce–has been shortlisted for the 2011 Indie Lit Awards.  All of these are great sites, worth checking out, and I hope you’ll enter the contests!

  • Ending Wednesday: The Bilerico Project, a fantastic LGBT news/advocacy website, has three paperback copies–and not many entries yet, so that may be a good bet!
  • Ending Thursday: Deep Dish, a fun gay culture site, has two paperbacks up for grabs.
  • Ending Sunday: Goodreads, a great site for all things bookish, is offering an autographed paperback.
  • Ending Wednesday January 18: Bookish Ardour, a book blog focusing on LGBT, speculative fiction, classics, and more, is offering 3 e-books!

If you haven’t yet, please consider sharing my letter to Rick Santorum with your friends and family. I firmly believe that, together, we can create real change in the world, and make this a place where all are treasured.

An Open Letter to Rick Santorum

Dear Mr. Santorum,

You were recently quoted as saying that a jailed parent would be better for a child than being raised by a same-sex couple.  You noted that, if a same-sex couple were to raise a child, they would be “robbing children of something they need, they deserve, they have a right to.”  You continued, asserting that “You may rationalize that that isn’t true, but in your own life and in your own heart, you know it’s true.”

Mr. Santorum, the only reason my partner Russ and I even have one of our children is because that boy’s birth parents thought it appropriate, when he was a mere six months old, to take him to a crack house, which was then raided by police.  He was promptly placed into foster care, and numerous attempts were made to reunite him with his birth parents.  However, as one was incarcerated due to attempted murder and the other would not submit to drug testing, that was difficult to achieve.  In fact, when they placed this boy into his birth mother’s arms, he would burst into tears.  Further, prior to his crack house adventure, his birth mother found time to pierce both his ears, but could not see fit to give him adequate nutritional care, nor to fix his club feet.

Our other child, in case you are wondering, had a much easier start in life.  His birth mother recognized, while still pregnant, that her situation was not the optimum one in which to raise a child, and reached out to us, two white gay men, to whom she entrusted her African American baby.  My bond with her was so strong that she allowed me to be in the delivery room when my son was born, and I am forever grateful for the gift she gave us.

Apparently, though, you feel that you know better, and that her long-considered, heartbreaking choice was not the best option.  Would you have preferred that she have  instead struggled to raise her son anyway, when she fully realized she was ill-equipped to do so?  Would you also have preferred that my other son have remained with his birth parents, given their ongoing issues with the law, drug use, and poor parenting decisions? (more…)